Goodbye 2011

Yes, I haven't been on here for a while. December was a really busy month, as I keep hopelessly saying! 
To you, my regular readers and followers, I apologise. I hope you all had a very good Christmas! 
I am looking forward to starting another year, and hopefully make it one where lots of positive changes happen. I look forward to posting them here, starting with my new year's resolutions for the year 2012. 
I was going to do a "top ten moments" from this year post, but I thought, honestly, there have been too many top moments this year. So posting 10 would have been difficult! 
But this is my final post of this year! It has been a whirlwind of a year, and the best year in which an amazing, life-changing event happened.. I got engaged! For that reason, I will never forget the year of 2011. 
I wanted my last post to be a photo post of my year. I am so happy to have shared this year with my best friends, my family and my fiancé. I am thankful and grateful to my friends, who are amazing, and I love them so much, and I am looking forward to seeing another year turn with them. I am so happy and lucky to have my wonderful fiancé, who, without him, I'd be lost. I love him so very much, and I am looking forward to seeing some big (and hopefully) great changes with him next year. My family are my rock,  I need them so much still, even though I am 22. I am forever grateful for everything they do for me.
To you, my readers and followers, I aim to post as much as I can next year. I love my blog, and I love you reading it and occasionally having your input. I love reading your blogs and seeing everything you have to say! 


So, without further adieu, I wish everyone a very happy new year! 

Idol

I’ve fallen in love.
With a girl.
A famous girl.
I’ve fallen in love with the way she is.
The way she sings.
Her style.
Her attitude.
I would pretty much want to be her.
I was told once that I look like her, which is crazy becuase I don't, but it made me smile for days.

Ok. well, fine. I’m not actually in love with her.
I am just a really big fan.
She is pretty cool.

I don’t know what is wrong with me. I rarely feel strong “fan” emotions about people.
I remember being madly obsessed with Dave Grohl a while ago; I couldn’t stop thinking about him!
But this is different. He is a man, and I was obsessing over him in a different way. Obviously.
This is a woman, and I think I am a fan because I just admire her. She is only a year older than me, she is small, like me, and I, well, as I said, would love to be her.I wish I could pull off her fashion as well as she could!

I guess, you could say that she is my idol. I have never had an idol before....when asked throughout school, sixth form, uni etc, I never had an answer. But I do now!